Surrendering to God

What does it say that when I decide to teach Ishvara Pranhidana, surrender to God, that I rub up against a deeply angry feeling of abandonment . . . and a lusty longing for passion? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c-tW0CkvdDI Songs run through my playlist without the worshipping lull of glory, but with electric guitars, heavy riffs, and wailing … Continue reading Surrendering to God

Quiets the Voice of God

Though I attempted to suppress it, I could never forget the epiphany that dawned with my first terrible hangover.  I was around 16 years old and had spent the previous night drinking heavily with my best friend, her older brother, and his buddies.  My friend and I were deeply religious self-proclaimed "Jesus Freaks," and though … Continue reading Quiets the Voice of God